The Most Frightening Thing In Life You'll Ever Face

Is yourself. Funny when you think about how much one can avoid being alone, feeling alone or bored. Some us seldom ever give ourselves a chance to feel any of these things...ever. I remember being so afraid to feel alone, or bored, but when I managed to face it and sit still...I was amazed at the revelation that came to me. I enjoyed myself, I enjoyed my own company. It was like looking into the mirror of my soul for the very first time. Yes I saw things that I wish were not there and certainly there were things in me that I did'nt like or even want. I learned that the things that have passed through me are over, but the dreams, desires and even fears; these I have control over, these I can take possession of. Sometimes the things that smother or hinder our progress are things that have a hold on us, and merely "letting go" is not sufficient....We must ask God to have "it" let go of us. There are many 'dead bones' in the closet of my soul, ah but I am cleaning house....the ghosts of things that once ran my spiritual home are now to be discarded, not buried but removed from the premises of my heart.